I feel weird all of the sudden.

Like the guilt I didn't feel before is catching up on me. And maybe it's because I have an uncanny sense of karma, but I feel as though my actions are going to catch up with me. Whether I won't achieve my dreams or I'll get fired or will go from job to job to job without success, I will pay somehow for what I did. And no matter what people tell me, I did get her fired.

Ugh.

Guilt. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt.

Endless heaps of guilt for miles and miles. I know she was incompetent. I know she caused more trouble for us. I know she knew nothing about editing or writing. I know all of those things. But I cost her her job. All because I told my boss she was missing things during her edits. If I'd kept my mouth shut...

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