Random Channel Surfing

Sometimes even a twenty-six year-old woman needs to cuddle with her plush toy after a really long, really bad, really regret-filled day.

Tummy's in knots. Heart's in overdrive. Tears well up. I'm a mess. So scared and anxious and unbelievably frustrated. Will I have immunity? Will I stand up for myself? Fuckity-Fuck-Fuckery.

Cryptic post is cryptic. Just know that I'm creating a change. I feel oddly liberated.

Pros Money Health benefits Money Good work environment Money I'm doing something that was in my field of study Money Cons I feel restless I feel underappreciated I want to write, not edit, dammit! Too busy to take any breaks Working overtime... again I feel trapped My job is making me second-guess my abilities as writer I resent my boss The mess at work makes me feel like I'm in over my head