It's pretty obvious (to me) that I'm in a weird funk right now.

Maybe it's a post-Montreal-awesome-trip-time kind of funk.

Maybe it's a writer's-block-is-the-worst-mind-fuck-in-the-world kind of funk.

Maybe it's an I'm-sick-and-have-been-fighting-something --  headaches, colds, body ails galore -- kind of funk.

Maybe it's another funk altogether -- a funk I don't really want to delve into because doing so would force me to admit something I don't want to acknowledge.

Whatever it is, I'm feeling blue and I don't know how to fix it.

*pterodactyl noises*

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