*taps non-existent microphone.*

Hello? Anybody there?

So. I know it's been a while... much longer when you consider the fact that the posts I made back in April were recycled (see here) and had been in my drafts since 2013 (see here). The last real blog post I'd made was the one I made on March 4th to commemorate my 30th year of life.

So. I'm feeling sheepish? Yeah. I guess that's the right word. I'm feeling sheepish that I've hardly written a figurative peep in months and the shame that goes with the sheepishness is only amplified by the fact that I had grandiose plans for my 30th year. Lame, yes, but I really did.

So. The only reason I can think of attributing to this radio silence is that I'm in--yet another--writing funk. It happens to me quite often I'm finding. A result of my high, high, high as the sky hopes for my writing career and my monumental fear of sucking. The fear is real, guys; I kid you not.

So. This is my first attempt at improving my situation.

So. I plan on getting better.

So. I will force myself to write a post per day.

So... buttons.

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