THR33 W33KS

I only have three weeks left at Lobster Press. It is beyond shitty.

I wonder when I'll come back to Montreal. I really want to stay (and everyone I know here is telling me I should) but the more I think about it, the more I realize that I shouldn't be stubborn right now. Montreal won't disappear... the city will always be here.

I only hope I won't need three days of mourning like I did this summer, haha!!

Then again, there are PLENTY of things I am looking forward to this holiday season... For one, the ENTIRE family will be together for the duration of the holidays... including my nephew Patrick's birthday : )
Ain't he cuuuuute??

Anyway, if I want to stay in this beyond amazing city, I think it's time I do something about it... like, you know, look for a job. Proactivity leads to opportunity!! HUZZA! (I just made that up... !! Hahah!)



I just want someone to tell me what to do... I'm lame.

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