Bossy people drive me bananas. Sometimes, though, I stop and think about the times I've
ordered someone around and I realize how hypocritical my anti-bossy-people stance really is.
Now, that's not to say that it's wrong per se.

No. That's not entirely true. The reason why I'm so frustrated right this second has more to do with my
existential crisis du jour.

Fuck. J'ai besoin d'apprendre à m'expresser comme il faut. Je n'ai pas besoin d'être si stupide ou
être si fatiguant. God. Will I ever stop speaking in rhyme?! Even to myself, this form of communication
tires me.
eclipses me.

Merde.

























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