Blah.

What I hate most about my current state is that I feel like I can't do anything.

Can't keep a friendship.

Can't write what I want.

Can't communicate.

Can't make pretty things.

Can't inspire those around me.

Can't and, therefore, won't fulfill my dreams.

It's a terrible state of being and I hate when I get like this. No amount of pushing and doing will give me confidence and will give me courage. I'm weakened and pathetic and I feel as though I should just throw in the towel already.

How I wish I was stronger.

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