Spoiled

It's amazing when I discover another truth about me.

I try to be as self-aware as possible; forcing myself to delve into parts of my personality that I'm not quite happy with and learning to work past the ugly aspects of my personality, but sometimes I don't see all of my flaws for what they are.

For some very obvious reason, I don't want to admit to being spoiled. It's not even that I'm spoiled, given that calling someone spoiled places the blame on exterior forces (in my case, my parents and sisters), when I think I've spoiled myself. I have. I coddle myself. Don't do things I don't want to do, despite knowing how much it will benefit me in the long run. I hide myself away. Preferring the comfort of being alone than forcing myself to interact with others.

Guess now that I've realized how terrible my influence has been on me, I'll have to change that, eh?

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